little little slowly slowly from my toes upwards life and energy is being plused though my vains
my vission of re birth started over a year ago.
to prepare my mind i had to aske the big question what is my perpose and should i be doing
it was clear that the universe was talking to me but this time i was open to recieve.
to prepare my body i new i had to lose some weight. the blanket of fat around me to project me was not needed any more. so the transformation began. 90 pounds rolled of me. as i gave my permission to just be and that was good enough. but all ways remembering i am more than.
to prepare my soul i spoke to my ancestors and my grandmother so they could give me wings
for all the great works i have too do.
a year later i have kept off 80 of the 90 pounds weight lose. i have moved home to a bigger place that meets all my needs. and i ma in the process of using all my creative energies to make employment for myself and others.
i have not met my nubian of my dreams but when i seehis face i will no hi and he will welcome a queen godess into his world and honer and love the alls of me